My Diet Cliche

Yes, that's right. I suck at this blog, I suck at the whole gym thing. I don't know what is so different. My trainer Ray Ray the Savior keeps asking me that. "What was so different when you trained with Aaron [The Beast]? How did you get results then?" I haven't had an answer for him, or for myself. I don't know...maybe it was because Aaron was a Beast, maybe it's because I was on Wellbutrin back then, maybe it's because I'm in a relationship now...who knows, but I've got to find some motivation. It would be so nice if I had some kind of support group, or like minded people who were into this whole exercise/eat right thing with me. Unfortunately, everyone I know pretty much isn't. The good news is that my boyfriend has started to work out lately, and it does make me feel like shit if he gets a workout in and I don't. I'm gonna concentrate on that for now. I just wish we had similar schedules so we could work out together. Maybe I should try a workout buddy. I wish I knew where to find one.