My Diet Cliche

I was trying really hard last week, and it was almost working. On Friday I ordered some Jason's Deli, and when I went to pick it up my trainer Ray Ray just happened to be there. Good thing it wasn't McDonald's or something! He was looking very pleased with me, and said that I was making a good choice...for that minute, but he was going to keep an eye on me. I then went to dinner, and once again did pretty well, but it all went down hill from there for the rest of the weekend. I'm just not feeling very "satiated these days by anything, and I seem to be using food to get some kind of satisfaction. I was talking to my boyfriend about it, and I think in some ways my personality is just too "addictive", and especially after having a small little addiction to Vicodin when I was sick last year...it's like if I eat enough I do actually get some kind of carb high or something, and it makes me feel better...

But...you have to get back up and try again, so this week it's on. This morning has started out great, and I will make it to the gym for cardio today for sure!